Music is a big part of my story, our love story, my love story. Every time I’d pick Eric up from the airport, he’d pop in the same Michael Jackson CD… and sing to me…
You’re Beautiful
You’re wonderful
Incredible
I love you so…
You’re beautiful, each moment spent with you is simply wonderful. This love I have for you girl, it’s incredible. And I don’t know what I’d do, if I can’t be with you. The world could not go on, so every night I pray, If the Lord should come for me before I wake, I wouldn’t want to go if I can’t see your face, can’t hold you close. What good would Heaven be? If the angels came for me I’d tell them no…
This man made me feel amazing.
I’m like… Who me? You’re singing to me? You really feel that way about me?
Fast forward eighteen years… We’re still together… but he doesn’t sing to me anymore. And he doesn’t make me feel amazing anymore either.
However… I do believe, one day, he will again.
Why do I believe that? How could I believe that?
Because we have an Amazing God!
Because even though my husband “changed”, I still have my family. But I don’t believe that he changed, I believe he was being deceived, because he’s “changing” back. I believe he was being deceived through his perception of me… it is really crazy to look back on… the schemes of the enemy, what the devil tried to use to destroy this… this… this family… this… this whatever it is God is doing.
There is NO WAY I could have or would have started a blog without God. Without believing what I believe, I wouldn’t have done it. I wouldn’t have been led to it for one and if for some strange reason the idea did come to my head, once I knew what it took, I wouldn’t have done it. I am computer and internet illiterate. There is no way I would try to do something that I know nothing about.
But with God, nothing is impossible. -Luke 1:37
And without God, this love story would have been impossible. Without God this love story would have been over a long time ago, but it’s not over so heaven can wait.